doing this since today…
guess what. i gained SO MUCH WEIGHT. I’m in 60 kg now :( kill meee! but with this diet will help me .-
she said..
“I’ve lost myself.I feel lost, drowning. I know my behavior is abnormal, and yet I fail to see the extent my actions are mirrored in my physical self.
The chaos of an eating disorder is illustrated through my messy bathroom…diet soda cans everywhere…major depression makes it difficult to tidy up…my back to the mirror as I hate reflective surfaces…the lonely feeling of separation between myself and the world, but especially between my self and my real self. The hanging heart says, “hope”, and wasn’t placed there for this picture but seems to fit.”
we are human.
we trust where we shouldn’t.
we believe that people will forgive us.
we think that time will make its pace in our favor.
we live so treacherously in danger of believing in the world around us,
we are naive,
we are delicate.
we are still innocent inside.
we just want everything to be ok.
Reblog if your weight loss blog is a secret from the people close to you.
You fucking kidding babe?
They’d lock me back up again :(
